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The Real Me

I have been really busy working on a special project at work, and I am exhausted. It is finally coming to an end. The women that also ended up on the project were not really the usual people that I talk to in the office. One of the women on the project actually told me that I only talked to her when we went to our assigned counties together on Tuesdays. She said “and, that’s only because we are in the van together.”  We both laughed, because she is absolutely correct.  I am pretty quiet and it takes some time before I warm up to you. During this project we bonded over music, television shows, childhood memories, and so much more. By the end of the project I realized that sometimes we simply have to share our true selves with others. It is okay to share the real you. I have spent so much time in my own head or in my own world that I have failed to share with others just who I really am.

Someone told me “Tiwana, I would have never known how funny you were if you never came out of your shell. I’m glad that you decided to come out of your shell.”

Truth be told…I’m glad I’m coming out of me shell too. Some people will like this “new” me and some will not. This new me is the real me. The me I am consciously attempting to showcase. But, I like me…perhaps you’ll like me too.

You know #TheRealMe. The one that people cannot see……

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A perfect life makes horrible art. You want to  be able to create art.👌💯#ChrisRock


True Colors

True Colors

A few weeks ago we took a personality test at work (True Colors). With the personality test we were given a series of questions and we were then placed at a table based on our color. Our color was based on our response to the questions.  I am gold, so people who are GOLD as their primary color like to belong. They tend to be reliable people who enjoy serving others. Things that are very important to them are tradition, home and family. They need order and structure, and are loyal and generous by nature. They are comfortable with rules and routine, and require punctuality and organization. They don’t like waste or change. They tend to plan ahead.

There were four colors: Gold, Blue, Orange, and Green

Here is an explanation of each color:

My score was: 23- GOLD



19- BLUE






Tell me what color you THINK you are below!





I have everything backwards
I just expect too much from people
If I could, I would
Do everything differently,
Im just too naive
I’m the one who’s wrong
I’ll be the exception
To societies expectations,
Maybe, just maybe …


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This girl is 24 today. I still remember being 10, 12, and 17 idea why I remember those years so distinctively.

I don’t have any huge plans, but I told those closest to me to write me a nice letter. No gift just a nice letter. Being away from home sometimes mean celebrating away from family and friends. But, this year my sister brought my gifts to me. I plan to open them at midnight. Must open at midnight. Oh, the waiting. …good news I’ve landed a second interview. Yay! 

I look forward to the 24th year of my life. I pray in Jesus’ name it be a good one. Later, peeps  

Picture time 🙂



Right on Schedule!

Everything is right on schedule. God’s plan will not be stopped by the enemy! How amazing is that?

The only way to save people is that someone has to be crucified

The real me was covered by the blood, you can hit my flesh, my mind, but my spirit man is covered by the blood.

All very important points, please check out this video! I actually watched it on July 1st when it was published, and I thought that was fascinating!

My birthday is coming up, so excited! Hallelujah, may God continue to keep me covered by His blood.
Ecclesiastes 3:1
To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
Sometimes we wonder why things are not happening quick enough, but it is important to remember that there are seasons for everything. Eventually the seasons change.

Part 2-Check it out and you won’t be disappointed!

Part 3-Amazing, check it out!

Stephanie’s Ponytail

Good Read

Have you ever been around someone and the person seems to agree with everything you say or do. It is a great thing to live in harmony, but differences are beautiful. I like being around people that sometimes have a different perspective.

God has created us to be different. Personally, I think the world is overpopulated, and I would have started making carbon copies (not joking). It’s possible that we are so important, so special that he took the time to create a different masterpiece each time. But, colors, tones, personalities are some of the differences that make the world a beautiful place. God created each one of us for a reason. Whatever He allows to happen there is always a reason. We are talented and gifted in different areas, and we ALL have something special going on inside of us. It is important that we exercise our gifts and value ourselves. You are just as important as the person sitting next to you, just as important as the man sitting in the White House. You are important. Your ideas are important. Your gift is important. Your very life has purpose. Embrace your idiosyncrasies!

It bothers me when I see people following other people. It is okay to be different. Be you and do you! And by all means please don’t follow me (I know, I know: Follow me as I follow Christ, lol). In following other people you end up comparing yourself to other people and wondering why you aren’t measuring up and can’t do it like they can. Well, you aren’t measuring up because it isn’t where you need to be. In following others you lose sight on the person you are. In suppressing who you are, you suppress your individuality. You’re a bird, so fly. Dance to your own beat. Be creative. Just be you…and God will Love You, Forever.

This life is your journey, make the best of it.

again, This life is your journey, make the best of it.

Snippet of my favorite childhood book: